What is important to me today?

A) that I stop this silly hemmorage business. The three week break was lovely… but this lets get down to business with a clot the size of a small head… not so nice.

B) that the pathologist who did my latest test was not the one who has been having some iffy results. Yes, I got that call this morning… back to the Cancer Care clinic I go! hi ho hi hooo its off to the clinic I go…. bugger.

C) It is International Midwifery Day. Today. And because of the whole, bleeding out buckets, unhappy littles, the snow from yesterday… yeah it snowed. For all those reasons I’m not going to the picnic. Sad, but I’m not up for cold and wet and I am not physically able chase them all over the grounds for fun.

D) Permission to talk about this story. Which I’m still trying to do without crying. Hi D! waves and gives a cyber hug! I’m dropping off muffins tomorrow night!

E) Get these kids to nap… because the whining is getting to be a bit much.

Hit save, instead of publish… whoops.  In the mean time I’ve got a comment from D, ha… look at that.  D is D) on the list… ahem.  Any way, it isn’t anything against you sweetie, but I’m refraining from publishing it, until you and I have a long chat about if you are really ready to have your emotions out there.  Okay?