Started out with the garden lights having been smashed to pieces by the local hoodlums. Second set we have had since purchasing this home two years ago.

Kept going with me wanting to cry at someone and making the mistake of trying my mother in law… dumb move, never doing that again…

Husband left message he would phone back. He didn’t.

Client called, she is having spotting and is on bedrest… I was very calm, then melted in to sobs after I hung up… I’ve done the two baby loss for one family thing. I DO NOT WANT A REPEAT! hold on little one! Halloween can’t come soon enough.

My adult human contact for today was a brief chat with the lovely shoppe keep at the LYS (local yarn store) … which also had me fighting back the tears over well…. everything.

I can barely breathe for all the crappy low awful dark feelings swirling around in my head.

Maybe in the morning I will head ‘home’ for the night. See husband and my parents. Try to feel better.

or not.

ignore me… I need a large Dr. Pepper slurpee and a box of tissues… neither of which seem to be materializing? drat.